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Who needs love when you've got a gun?
Jun. 21st, 2005
okayMar. 14th, 2005
03:30 pm - Emo tears..
My mom died Friday night. I'm sure some of you already know. What I went through Friday night is something I wouldn't even wish upon my worst enemy.
Her funeral is Wednesday. Feel free to come, I can use all the support I can get. Thank you to everyone that has been there for me the last couple of days, it's been really hard but I'll get through this...I hope.
numbMar. 12th, 2005
08:33 pm - The worst day ever.
Exactly 24 hours ago I watched my mom die right before my eyes....
crushedFeb. 18th, 2005
11:42 pm - Don't make me cry like a girl because you like it.
I am so stressed right now. You have no idea. I'm worried I'm going to fail like last year. Last year I failed three exams. EXCEPT last year after I failed, I had nothing to lose. THIS YEAR...I do. Scott. My mom told me the other night that if I fail any classes this year...Scott and I can't see each other anymore. I'm really scared. I am so terrible when it comes to tests. Why is she holding that against me? School is so hard for me, and I'm almost positive I'm going to fail at least one of my classes...So she decides to take the one thing I most away from me?? I guess I.just.dont.understand. If Scott and I have to break up...I am running away. I have no other choice. And I'm not trying to sound like one of those tuff/hard kids right now. It's just..He is the only thing I have left anymore. So it's hard. </3
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